Hidden Series 06 - Hidden Pain by Nicole Colville

Author:Nicole Colville [Colville, Nicole]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2013-11-29T05:00:00+00:00

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London is such a great place to live. I'm enjoying my time here. Adrianna and I have moved to a massive apartment. It’s not in a great location but she needs so much space for her painting and this was perfect. I've moved here because I'm racing for an English team now and I need to be here. I've also decided I need space from Gray. We still see each other, just not as much. He works all over Europe, so he has an apartment in London and we meet up there.

I feel freer and I'm not harassing him like I was doing. Being further away from him helps and hurts at the same time. He's asked me to meet him tonight so I'm dressed and kissing the girls goodnight.

When I arrive at the apartment, he's sat waiting for me, looking sexy as usual. I stop walking, noting he's not wearing the bracelet I bought him for his birthday three years ago. He always wears it. He motions me over, but I feel what's coming next. He's leaving me. I turn and walk out from the sitting room; I don’t want to hear it. He's on me and holding me firmly against the wall.

“I'm leaving, Alex.” I just look at him blankly. “This is over. It’s gone on too long.”

I'm laid down on the sofa. I've passed out, I feel that disorientation and sleepiness. I struggle to open my eyes and see him through my heavy lids. He's lost in his thoughts, sat next to me, looking at his hands. I lay still, watching him secretively. He closes his black eyes and sighs, holding his head in his hands. There's a part of him that doesn’t want to do this. I close my eyes. He’s leaving me. I open them again and see his black eyes looking down at me.

“I’ll take you home.”

“No.” I grab his hand and throw myself onto his knees, holding him tightly. “You don’t want to do this, I see it. Don’t turn me away from you.”

“Alex.” He holds me from him. “What we had is over.”

I lean on him in silence. I thought I would be mad, wailing, begging him to stay, but I'm silent. I feel nothing.

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